I have a dream

Since most of my tutor really like this song, and now I also tend to like this song I decide to put the lyric here.

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder (wonder) of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

Oh yeah
I have a dream (have a dream), a fantasy (fantasy)
To help me through (help me through) reality (reality)
And my destination (destination) makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness
Still another mile

I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

I have a dream (oh yeah), a song to sing(song to sing)
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder (if you see the wonder) of a fairy tale (of a fairy tale)
You can take the future even if you fail (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see (everything)
I believe in angels (yeah)
When I know the time is right for me (right for me)
I'll cross the stream (cross the stream) - I have a dream (have a dream)
I'll cross the stream (cross the stream) - I have a dream

And finally I get a job

Alhamdullillah, after six months waiting for a job finally I get it. Even thought this job is not really a job that I dream for but it's look quite okay. Since I graduated in chemical engineering and the job that offered to me is a R&D Chemist, I still can apply some knowledge that I had studied during the university in the work life.

However, I have to admit that the laboratory work need some patient because there have a lot of repetition in doing work as the accurate results are the objective. Hopefully I can handle it well.

People, pray for me k. I will start working on 28th December.

Picture from google

Footnote:

What is the difference between 'get' and 'got'?

1. I get a lot of presents for my birthday last week as well as a lot of money.

2. I got a lot of presents for my birthday last week as well as a lot of money.

The right answer is "got" because the sentence is in the past tense. "Last week" means in the past so the verb must also be in the past tense - of "get" which is "got."

I will miss all of you

There are many things that we have shared together for almost past two months we are here. I enjoyed very much meeting all of you. You make me more understand of the friendships and also about other things that I have never heard before.

Now, I know there are so many things can make me become excellent regardless in my career also in real life. There's not only way to success. We can choose the different ways but the goal is one, which is to become successful person.

Of course, we are always have different opinions, we always argue to others but the thing is at the end we understand others better and the most important things we understand our self much better.

Thanks to all for this so called "very memorable moment" that I will never forget.





p/s: actually this entry suppose to post at the end of this months. But saje je tulis awal2. Nanti if I have time I will write again.

This is the second post for today

YES, if this post is the second post for today, that means I have a lot of things to share with all of you. YES, sometimes I cannot take all of the things happened for myself only. But maybe the way I write is quite difficult to understand. Oh. With the miserable mind, I cannot think wisely.

How clumsy I act because of that thing. How to overcome it?? For the time being I just don't know. And of course I have pretend not to show off. But I think I have failed. OHSSS...why the life is so difficult to understand and also difficult to handle.

-serabut mode-

Why the thick barrier between us appear??

Seriously I really don't like the thick barrier that I realized was appear between us. I just cannot cope with this situation. How to go back to the situation that we had earlier?

I miss to knock your door when I get bored

Nabila, I miss you too. I miss the time when we have long chit chat about others (mengumpat?? Oh No!!), about us and about anything happened around us. When I get bored I can just simply knock your door but now I can't do that anymore.

I miss syuk too.

Hopefully, one day we will have sweet time together.

This blog

InsyaAllah I will always keep this blog update. I like to share everything with all of you. But, unfortunately I can't do that. Sometimes, I have to keep things for myself. I do enjoy having friends around me. Regardless in real world or through facebook, blog or else. You are so meaningful to me.

Yes, sometimes I feel very sensitive even nothing happened between us.

Talent day's photos

Do you still remember of the talent day that I had told you before?

Here are some of the pictures taken during that day.

With Grand 1nitial members..

Me and hamper =P


Me and Shah..

Azlin and Me, during the pre-Talent day

Mita and me, also during the pre-Talent day.

Being a leader

Being a leader is not easy,

There may have people that like the way you lead them.

However,

There also have people that don't like your toughts,

They may argue with your opinions,

They may not hear what you says.

But,

As a leader you must be strong,

Make yourself confident,

Do the best,

Also prove that you can do it.

And,

Don't be a leader that ignore you teams feeling,

That always make decision by yourself,

Trying to concur everything.

Being a leader.

Make over...

I just want you to compare the picture of after make over and before make over. Do you think I am "pandai" enough to put make-up on my face?

Let see the pictures first;

After make over

Before make over

Haha! actually I just do the make over here. Have fun and you also can make over yourself.

Boring yang amat dan Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha

Tak kira, kat FB da cakap boring kat sini nak cakap jugak sebab boring yang amat da nih. Tak tahu nak buat per. Nak g jalan2 kat pantai ujan a.k.a angin sepoi2 bahasa. Nak kuar, duit already finish. Nak men internet entah cam da boring. So, any suggestions?

Btw, esok da start kelas so mesti da tak boring. Dan yang paling penting next week punye weekend saya akan balik kg setelah sebulan lebih berkampung kat setiu ni. Erm, windu & orang kampung pun mesti da rindu + pelik bila lama2 saya takde kat umah, hari tu ade je.. (perasan)

Lagi satu excited sebab raya ni saya dapat special invitation. "orang tu" suh saya g rumah dia. Tak thu la saya leh perform well ke tak time tu. Haha. Kat umah malas tahap gaban bile g umah orang nak buat2 rajin. Bleh ke?

Lagi satu, entah nape tetiba lak tersuka kemeja petak2. Nak beli la satu. Cam comel je rasa. Kemeja tu la not me k. Tak kisah la kemeje tu ke yang comel atau saya sekali pun yang comel (perasan lagi) probability nak beli adalah 80%. Harap2 dapat la beli.

Erm, nak citer ape lagi ek.

Ok dah takde citer.

Wish u all happy eid Adha.

To you that I call friend

I don't want to mention who you are, but I know you know who you are right. As your friend I really appreciate the support and thought that you gave to me. I know you always read my blog even you don't put comments to all of my entries. I like to read your blog too.

And, of course. On that day I felt down when I read such "comment". However, I just calm and tried to reply in very positive way. And Alhamdulillah I think I had done well.

By the way, congratulation to you because you get a very good job. And pray for me too.

p/s: I will keep trying.

Business English Class Farewell Party

As planned our Business English Class Farewell went well. We just did the simple party. But all of us had fun. Thanks a lot to Miss Jes for teach us and congratulation to Fiza and Aina because both of them already had a job. And that day also the last day Aina was here. Fiza already leave a week before that.

Oh, i still can't upload the photos. So sad. I will try again later.
See you soon.

Lately..

Finally, the talent day was over. With the poem of corporate mode we have managed to get second places among seven groups that have participated. Thanks to Shah..a.k.a my friend who recited the poetry with me. Hahaha...thanks a lot for your help. And also to Mr. Peter for your guiden.

Thanks also to the writer who wrote that poem. The poem is so meaningful and I think I can't even write such a wonderful poem. However I can't remember his name.

Picture?? I can't upload it right now. Maybe later after I going back for eid adha.

We also (me and my rumate) managed to go to the beach when we had time. We like to walk while chit chat among us about what happened here.

I wish you're here!!

Nothing much to say but I miss U very MUCH!!

Corporate Mode..

This week is quite boring week coz I have to study a lot of things berkaitan ngan business. So, perangai masa kat Uni dulu datang balik. Apa lagi tido lah memanjang.

And, for talent day next week we also have to do performance based on corporate theme. It make me headache. How I gonna write the corporate poem ni. Isk3..Any Idea???

Alangkah bestnya kalau saya bawak USB saya..

P/S:Ni bukan USB saya ni USB orang lain

LUpa lak hari tu nak bawak USB. Terasa best pulak kalau setiap hari leh update blog ni ngan gambar sekali. Sebab da banyak amik gambar tapi duk dalam phone je. Huk2. Mungkin pas raya haji baru bawak. Tadi g jalan2 kat pandai. Tapi tak leh nak upload kat sni. SImpan je lah dalam phone. Hari tu pun ade buat sket gubahan masa treasure hunt. Pun simpan dalam phone....

Setiap hari bila aku dengar.....

Setiap hari bila aku dengar orang dapat keje aku rasa down gler. Especially bila teman2 ku mengkhabarkan yang dia dpat keje (P). Rasa sayu gler. Entah bila turn aku. Sume resume cam takde balasan. Sume yang aku apply online cam takde orang tengok pun. Naseb baik aku kat GEms. Walau apa pun aku tetap terasa gler jugak.

Ya, Mungkin ALLAH merancang yang lagi baik untuk aku. Dan semestinya aku tak tahu apa yang akan berlaku.

Cuma doa mengiringi perjalanan seharianku. Engkau ambil gundah gulana dalam hatiku ini. Semoga ia diganti dengan suatu yang mampu buat aku tersenyum.

Kepada kawan2 yang da kerja. CONGRATE!!!!

Da lama saya tunggu saat ni...

Awak tau tak da lama saya tunggu masa bila awak leh baca blog saya. Kat sni kalau saya nak goyak gapo ngan awk leh tulis panjang2 kat sni. Bukan saya nk provok awak ke apa. Memang betul pun. Ada saya post tapi lama2 doh.

GEMS mode....

Baru seminggu kat sini. Tapi rasa cam dah sebulan. Banyak gler aktiviti. But I supposely write this blog in English. Sebab GEMS mode kan. Tak sangka program yang gov conduct is in English. As for me, yang lemah English ni terasa best lah. Sebab leh improve my communication skills and the important things leh making new friends. Haha! Yang lagi important, I may have chances to get employ after this program. Even it is not guarantee but with all the modules that I have learned, it gonna make myself more confident to face new challenge in the working life.

Terlalu banyak benda yang perlu di fikir

Seperti tajuk kali ini begitu jugak lah apa yang ada dalam fikiran ku. Entah, terlalu2 banyak benda yang kena fikir,. masa kt uni bleh lah fikir masalah hari ni je dan masalah esok simpan untuk fikir esok. Tapi sekarang tak lagi. Semua benda kena terus fikir. Benda yang tahun depan lagi depan pun dah kena fikir n plan dari sekarang. Dengan keje tak pat lagi. Uh sedihhhh... Herm, setakat ni da banyak apply tapi dah banyak jugak di reject. Mungkin kah aku harus menukar cita2 ku. Rembat je mana2 keje yang ade. Mungkinkah engineering harus dilupakan? Haha...tapi apa2 pun yang datang aku tak kisah dah,. amik je yang mana dapat.

Next week start GEMS batch ke3. Rugi tak g GEMS yang second batch tu. Kalau tak mungkin ni da intern dan tak sempat nak boring2 kat umah. Herm...

Engagement

Alhamdulillah segalanya berjalan dengan lancar, walaupun last minit preparation. Majlis ni berlangsung tanggal 3 syawal hari tu. Semoga ia adalah permulaan yang baik untuk kami.

Aidilfitri 2009

Belum terlambat rasanya nak ucap SElamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.. Banyak ke korang buat kuih raya. Tahun ni saya beli je. Tak sempat nak buat. Adik2 pun ade beli kuih segera kira Ok la tu. Kat sini jugak nk mintak maaf pada sume. Sebagai manusia biasa saya tak lari dari buat silap. Kadang2 tanpa sedar ada sakiti hati sapa2. 0-0 tau. =) Peace!!~~

Ni gamba konvo hari tu.

Salam korang sume. Ni baru berkesempatan nak upload gambar konvo hari tu. Sebenarnya gambar ni dah di upload kt facebook. Tapi tkpelah dah janjikan nk letak sini..

UtP 9th Convocation

Salam, Tak sabar nak upload gambar convo. Gembira sangat hari tu sampai tak bekfest ngan lunch pun tak terasa letih. Pape pun quite dissapointed tak dapat bergambar ngan hosmate. Korang g mane heh. Sempat bergambar ngan my rumate je. K2. Nanti di lain kesempatan saya upload gambar konvo.

Cayang korang sume.

Juga tak lupa selamat berpuasa & doakan saya moga2 cepat dapat kerja. Takde mood da ni mnganggur lama2 =(

Assalamualaikum..

yEaY, boleh berlama2 kat cc. Tadi jenguh blog MissD ade gambar masa gath volunteer PetrOsAins. Jangan marah ee MissD I letak kat sini.



Sayang korang sume. Da lama takG PetroSAins. Harap2 nanti jumpa lagi.

Cop2 ade lagi. Ni gambar masa minggu orientasi nak jadi volunteer ritu.

Salam

Rindu sangat kat blog ni dan korang sume. Tak saba nak keje nak beli laptop dan jugak broadband. Sekarang dah tak mcam kt uTp leh online 24 hrs.

Erm, perkembangan terkini, masih lagi jadi volunteer kt petRoSains. Masih lagi dalam process menyesuaikan diri. Somtimes OK and somtimes nOt.

Jugak tengah tunggu interview Pet punye result. Pape keputusan pun aku sudah sedia tuk terima.

Next week ade interview. Harap2 dapat. Doakan saya kalian2 sume.

Salam semua

Da lama tak update blog ni. Lepas balik dari utp hri tu baru dua kali berkesempatan ke cc. Tapi tak sempat nak update blog hr tu sebab nak cepat. Ni baru leh update sket. Semoga korang sume shat2 hendaknya. Tak sempat nak baca blog orang lain. K lah. Bye2.

Aku mungkin rindu..(Last part)

Ni buke mungkin rindu ni, meme rindu pun ko awok2 semo. Harap2 nya nanti kita leh jpo2 lagi. Leh cetim. hahaha susoh doh loni nk cetim2 nye. Erm, pape pun kenangan dlu meme tak leh lupo. best sangat2. Terima kasih sume budok2 cenel kelate.



Aku juga mungkin rindu budak2 batch aku terutama budak2 chemi. Kita sekelas sejak first sem lagi. Sampai la sekarang walaupun major lain2 probability jumpa tu ade kan. Thanks for the frenship. Godek2 komp ade terjumpa gambar masa kita g PFK dolu2.



Keep in touch tau. Walaupun kita da ade haluan hidup masing2. Tapi harapnya kita still lagi berhubung sesama kita. Da add ym kan? Da add gtalk kan? Sedih? Entah ni tak rasa lagi. Tapi takpela, mana yang terkasar bahasa, terlanjur bicara tersalah laku, tergedik ke pape lah daku mohon sejuta kemaafan.



Semalam ade buat farewell sket ngn kakak2 RO. thank kakak2 sume banyak tolong kitorang. tu gambar Dr. Zack tengah bagi ucapan ringkas. Sayang semua.



Ni last task aku kat UTP. Da di submit dengan jayanya semalam. K2 Da2. Nak packing komp n da nak balik. Thanks sume2.

p/s: Sori2 tak leh sebut nama sorang2. Tapi saya memang akan rindu korang sume. sume2 lah. Bye2

Happy ending love story

Kisah hidup manusia adalah berbeza2. Ada yang cukup ringkas dan simple dalam kisah cintanya. Ada yang terpaksa berdepan dengan segala macam rintangan, halangan, juga dugaan. Apapun yang berlaku, pasti sumenya adalah ketentuan dan perancangan dariNya. Sebagai manusia biasa kita tentunya mengimpikan sesuatu yang indah2. Mana mungkin seseorang itu mengimpikan derita.

Di sini ingin saya kongsi sedikit kisah buat tatapan anda semua. Dalam saya melompat dari blog ke blog akhirnya saya terjumpa blog ini. Chika, tuan empunya. Maaf Chika saya bercerita di sini. Setelah saya me'link'kan anda di blog saya, saya mengandaikan kita telah menjadi teman. "Teman blogger". Kisah cinta anda sangat mencuit hati saya. Terlalu susah untuk diterima kerana ia berlaku terlalu pantas. Tapi percaya lah hakikat kehidupan manusia semuanya berbeza. Lain orang lain kisahnya. Serious kalau korang baca mesti terpegun.

Seorang teman blogger saya juga bakal menamatkan zaman bujangnya 7hb ini. Ucapan tahniah saya dahulukan. Tiada kunjungan dan hadiah sebagai penganti diri. Hanya doa mengiringi ikatan suci ini. Selamat Pengantin Baru honeysour.

Juga buat Yan. Selamat Pengantin Baru jugak. Best tau, Yan lalu bawah pedang. Tapi gambar yang lalu bawah pedang tu tak nampak sangat. So, saya tak upload kat sini.

Sebelum bertolak.

Bergambar bersama pengantin

Menjamu selera

Pengantin tersenyum bahagia

Sanding

Kek

Aku mungkin rindu..(part 3)

Ni last trip kitorang sesama ke Bukit Merah dan Penang. Walaupun spend 2 hari je. Percutian (percutian tu tak tahan) ni tetap memberi seribu makna buat kitorang. Ni pertama kali aku ke Bukit Merah dan ke Penang Hill.

First day bertolak dari UTP dalm kul 7 ke Bukit Merah. Singgah breakfast jap di Pekan Tronoh. Then, meneruskan perjalanan. Sampai Bukit Merah dalam kul 10 or 11a.m. Cam tu la lebeh kurang.

Tempat pertama kitorang g Orang Utan Island. Ni da On da Way balik ke tanah besar. Sume ade kan dalam gambar ni? Ke ade yang takde.

Sempat snap gambar sendiri jugak.

Destinasi seterusnya ke Ecopark. Ade macam2 binatang kat sini. Daripada keturunan monyet sampaila keturunan Ular. Buaya. Biawak. Landak. Etc....

Then, dari Ecopark ke wetPark menaiki benda alah ni. Oh baru ingat cable chair. Betul tak? Macam dah betul. First2 naik memang takut. Tapi bila da sampai atas tu takde la takut sangat.

Daripada atas siap snap2 gambar lagi. Lawakan pemandangan dia dari atas. Tak saba nak mandi. Pas mandi perjalanan diteruskan ke Penang. Dalam perjalanan singgah amik rumate kat Butterworth. Then sambung perjalanan ke Penang Island. Menginap di Seri Malaysia. Banyak pahit dari manisnya. Pas sarapan terus bertolak ke Penang Hill.

Walaupun tiba kat sana agak awal tapi tak leh naik atas awal jugak sebabnya train dah penuh. Yang adenya around 12 and 1pm. So, terpaksala tunggu. Tunggu punye tunggu akhirnya kitorang berjaya meneruskan perjalanan ke atas. Gambar menunjukkan muka puas dapat naik cable car.. Actually dia macam ketapi tapi bergerak secara condong. Seriau dengan kecondongannya. Cemana tetiba ketapi lost control dan menggelusur ke bawah. Nauzubillah mintak jauh.

Laksa Penang yang paling best pernah aku jumpa adalah di puncak Penang Hill. Susahkan nak makan. Tak kan la setiap kali nak makan laksa Penang best ni terpaksa mendaki, Opsss menaiki cable car ke puncak ini. Tapi serious memang best. Best best dan best lagi. Kalau ade peluang nak bawak Ummi n family ke sini. Ummi suke gler makan laksa Penang dan mungkin lagi teruja kalau leh makan laksa Penang kat sini. Oh, ABC dia pun best jugak.

Sebenarnya terlalu banyak kenangan bersama osmate. Suka, duka, gembira, ketawa kami kongsi bersama. Semoga ikatan persahabatan ini kekal selamanya. Cop, sapa dapat keje dulu dia belanja. Tak kira tak kira.